There's not long until my birthday now, and I'm just feeling out of this world despite being in a state close to illness. :D I don't remember when the last time I felt so good was. It seems like there is rythm in my steps, which could possibly be because I'm under the influence of Korean music. But yeah, I'm happy.
My 求救專線 is actually such a jokes person. Never fails to make me laugh. I am really hoping that he does come to my birthday gathering. It would be an ever so lovely memory for me.
I have changed recently. I have found my aims for the next few years, and I have my fingers crossed that I'll meet them. I am working hard to meet them goals. You have to keep me in your prayers.
Really, really, really cannot wait until my birthday. 2o days left! Should be the best one yet. (Y)
Hello everyone. Long time no write now. Suddenly had a strong urge to come and write today.
Today, Friday 13th November, someone who I had not known personally, but local to my friends, my school and my area, had suddenly and sadly passed away. This brought me to the thought that this year has not been the most pleasant year since I remember. Many people have passed away, and not to forget, my dearest pet rabbit...
So, I was thinking, what if that suddenly happened to me one day without warning? Would there be someone who would make a Facebook remembrance group for me? And if so, who would it be? Who would be the one who cries everyday for the next few months? Who would be the one who misses me the most? Would anyone regret not telling me or asking me something? Would there have been anyone who wanted me to go? What would my parents do with all of my stuff?
There would be such a long list of questions which I would want to ask...
Anyway, there was something I came to announce: I have decided to be brave and end my feelings towards him. It is something which I'm sure I should have done a long time ago, but I had never been able to stop myself, and now I have plucked up that courage, that bravery, and I am pretty sure I will be able to get through it this time. He has really disappointed me recently making me wonder why I have been wasting my time like this. He is not Phoebum. So I have deleted him from my life. I will still talk to him if he ever talks to me, but I will not view him in the same light. Forever goodbye my friend.
