"勇氣."

I realised I have not written in a long time, it may have been because I was on holiday for a month, or maybe it was because I was afraid to come here and see my posts about him. However, I am no longer the same person as I was a couple of months ago, I am new and improved with added 勇氣! I can also announce that my friend and him have broken up. Over this matter you cannot say that I am happy because I really am sorry for their short relationship. But whenever my friend is in need, I ensure you that I will always be there to listen.

I received a message from her during my holiday and it shocked me. She told me that if I still liked him that I should go ahead and pursue it. And I tell you now, I have no intentions on doing that. I will not chase after someone to get their heart. I know times have changed and it is perfectly normal for girls to do that nowadays, however I would feel rather embarrased if I asked him out and he rejected it. But my friend also told me that he said to her once that he can tell me things which he hasn't been able to tell anyone else. I would say that's a good enough start.



Anyway, I really believe that I need a TS moment. Stuff has happened and all I can do is pull out my own courage to face it. I want someone to share my unfortunate happenings with, preferably him. But I can conclude that the one month long holiday to Hong Kong, Japan and Taiwan has done me well overall. I look forward to seeing all my friends again.