"因為愛你我可以若無其事."

You know, feeling a bit on the low side at the moment. I know why it is, but I'm leading myself into thinking much more than I really need to. I believe two months of doing nothing has given me a confused mind. All I do now is wake up in the morning only to go back to sleep in the night. And I still really need a heart to heart talk with someone, which leads me to my first problem... My 求救專線 is not replying. :'[

Second problem : I am really really really missing HIM. Don't know who I can invite out as an excuse to see him. Too afraid to invite him out alone. The only thing I have left is Facebook which really does not help at times.

Third problem : My new mobile, which I have owned for less than two months, has gone and died on me. It was such a beautiful phone. I reckon it is only the battery, but still, how cheap.

Fourth problem : Everyone is reminding me of GCSE Results Day which is on the 27th August. There really is no need, do people think that I don't have enough to worry about or enough stuff on my mind? People reckon that I'm super smart and totally unbeatable, however it is only I who knows the truth. They give me unwanted pressure thinking I will get impossibly high results and such, but I know I won't. And the truth is often depressing. I truly would like smooth As and A*s, but you know that is not possible. I have to follow after my older sister who did well. I can't stand it now. And I won't be able to stand it when everyone is disappointed.

Fifth problem : Still not completely over the fact that my rabbit has died. One month yesterday. Miss her so so much. She was an amazing friend. I won't ever forget her.

This is exactly why everyone should have their own angel. Everyone needs a little comfort when they are down...